Mom life without you.

2008 September 17

Created by Stella 16 years ago
Mom it's been a year since we last see you, this has been one of the toughest year without YOU, I have a hole in my heart due to missing you Mom, maybe when we meet again the hole in my heart will fill back up when I see you in heaven. So many things we miss about you Mom, I don't know where to start at because you gave up your life for us kids and grandkids to you give us a life you never had when you was a kids,you did what no other mother will had done in there life, I will always cherish it for rest of my life. Mom What I miss when I have a problem Mom was there to listen and help me,plus when I need a shoulder to cry Mom was there,now you are gone who shoulder do I cry on now, not the same with a mother shoulder to cry on. I remember when we used to go shopping and going out to eat, plus dance and have some drinks,love watch you buy clothes because you had class Mom. When we went dancing you was the best dancer out on the floor, special the time you dance with True also had a good time with you too.Now when I go do this stuff now so hard because my best friend is not have to do it with me, because you taught me all that stuff. I could remember all that smells in the house due to all the baking and the cooking you done, your mother taught you things how to bake and value's, other things also, but am proud that your Mom and our Great-Grandma Stella was able made you the Best Chef in this family. Mom I remember baking cutout cookies with me and the grandkids,that is something all of us will cherish for rest out life. What am going to miss is when we have a problem with a recipe we can't call The Chef in the family, because you always told us what we was missing,but now what is missing is the most important ingredient that is Our Mother. Mom I could write a book for what you all have done in my life, but one thing I should of ask Mom is how do we go on with our lives with out you,because since you been gone life is not that easy. Just wish there is away you could came back, because it's like hell here with out you..But Mom I know you are in a better place that what they say,I just want you to know that there will never be other Mom like you or never anyone life to walk in your shoes, you done so much for me Mom that, I will never forget and I will do my best like you taught me in life. Mom you must been my Guardian Angels watching over me,please keep doing the job because its hard down here with out my Mother. MOM I MISS AND LOVE SO MUCH JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT, I WILL HAVE SOME DRINK FOR YOU THIS WEEK, JUST LIKE YOU WOULD OF DONE. LOVE YOUR DAUGHTER STELLA